The week before the Queen come to Australia; I am sick of being the same as others or me before

Dear All

Sorry for the delay of update. The internet in telecenter is unavailable to access this weekend.

About this week, First of all, We have 3 new people work with me. but two of my crew(Taiwanese) were left last weekend. Two came from Germany and the other one come from Taiwan. All of them have been in Australia more than 6 months. Mention about Taiwanese, I can't count the number of how many Taiwanese working now. Even some of them came here more than 2 weeks, I still don't know their name. Maybe just because they all stay in their group or maybe we live in different place.

"We should have different thought when we're in the different place". Said by my ex-colleague, Wu. Indeed, I came from Taiwan and looking for some different experience of life, culture, work, friends, etc. Of course I should change my mind. I should empty my brain but it doesn't mean I give up all the rules I believe before, then I can have new idea.
Yesterday, Oct 31 was Halloween. It's American festival, but it seems like no one celebrate in Australia. I don't understand why, but it's a good reason to have some fun on working day. So I just follow my friend Mari's ideal have some makeup on my face and have bloody red paint on my fingers, and best part was the golden and curtly wig which Mari lend to me . You will see the photos later.
At the beginning the initiator is Mari, she had very good time on Halloween before. So she had black lipstick, dark blue eyes shadow, spider ear rings ,black fingernails. Then Annie & Cat( our supervisors) wore pumpkin glasses, but others especially, Taiwanese people didn't want to join us, just stand away and look. My house mate, Ian said " Joe, you are so ease", I said why are you guy's so serious? I said to myself: I've been a serious person all my life, Now I'm here, and no one know about me before, I can be the person who I want to be. Even I tell you who I am before. It doesn't matter. I hope.
The most important thing is, we make up and joking to each other, but we still get the job done! Even Phil(The farm manager) said "I can't talk to you with this face" , I just cover my face and talk to him what we were doing.

Now, there is one, who already knew about me. Whom I fall in love with, take care about me and I've look after her for the pass 3 years. She will join my life again in Australia few days later. We will face a lot of changes and challenges . We'll be different. In fact, I hope we've already different. Will she accept that? Should I go back to the person who knew in Taiwan for her?

Few days before, I talked to my friend,"we can't live in the pass whatever how wonderful it was, but we can try to make the better future which we'll live in"

Joe, Nov.1st 2008